Still thinking.
So a had this big thing with some random guy I met at a party. It was a couple of weeks long "relationship" even though we were not even close to dating.
But things still got very... personal i guess i could say? really physical.
At first i was a little high off of all the new stuff i was trying. but it kinda started to die down and i haven't talked to the guy in forever.
I didn't think i cared, but after having today be an 'amazing-find-yourself-through-talking-to-a-friend' day, I'm not so sure anymore.
Me and my Buddie Emma talked about issues for about an hour. (the time slipped by fast.)
and i didn't really speak of my problems when it comes to this guy because i didn't know that i wanted to. Now I'm at home, tired and sad, and i really want to talk. I want a best friend. i want them to tell me things are going to be okay, and hug me until i stop crying.
oh halle, you can tell me anything. i promise. :)
ReplyDeleteemma i love you!
ReplyDeleteand its not that i didnt want to tell you, i just didnt know i wanted to talk about it.