Carter's Gonna be So Mad at Me...

'Cause she is only 15
and she is more then willing
to take a chance
to find romance
to grow up fast
but I
know she is so much better
then to give it all away
to the first guy
first try
first lie
first good-bye

My current favorite song- fifteen by NeverShoutNever!

if you havent heard of him, look him up... right now.

so anyway he wrote this song about a girl he knew, only the age of fifteen. and he noticed she was getting into some more "adult" things. she was trying to grow up too fast.

I love the song and i love NeverShoutNever! but i think hes being a little hypocritical. these lyrics are comming from the guy who had sex at age 16! so hes being very hypocritical.

Apparently sex is normal in highschool. at least at HSE it is. it drives me crazy. It just blows my mind. I understand it because i've gone through enough experiances to relate. I'm just 14? thats a whole year younger then this girl that Fiftten is about. I guess people these days dont get that kids go through more then they realize. Sex, drugs, drinking, friend drama, family problems, depression, and soo much pressure. sometimes it feels like the pressure will dissipear if you just give in. but honestly, its highschool. that pressure wont go away, no matter what. you have to just learn to get around it.

maybe theres a way to stop it.

but what do i know.

im just 14. and i've made too many mistakes to know what to do.